Smoking weed for its intended purpose.
As I write on this topic, which happens to be the first of many, I am smoking an Indica joint, my third one of the day at that. This is coming after a full week of only smoking one joint a day after 8 pm. Now I'm aware that I abuse my legal rights as a marijuana card holder, but there is also joy in knowing that I can.
From time to time it crosses my mind that I should use marijuana for its intended purpose which honestly become more of a personal perspective. Many of those who smoke use it to help calm their stress levels, sleep at night, as a replacement for coffee or just to get by. I'm sure we can go on and on but there comes a time in every stoner's life, where you question if you are abusing the flower. If this does cross your mind then yes maybe you are lol.
I think it's save to say that sometimes I do miss having full clarity but also enjoy just smoking. It's kept me calm during some storms in my life over the past year but my goal throughout the month of August is to live day to day with some restrictions. I know it's not going to be a perfect endeavor but it is time for Mary Jane to become an acquaintance not my best friend.